It's a scary feeling when I don't know where to go
Nothing's changing since I stopped here and time has frozen
Drifting through the hours and the days with no control
All the freedom for making mistakes where I must own up

Hiding for so long that I don't know I'm hiding
Lying to myself until I don't know I'm lying
Wish I had my chance but I went back on my word
Waited for the trance to wear off so I'd be hurt
Hiding for so long that I don't know I'm hiding
Lying to myself until I don't know I'm lying
Wish I had my chance but I went back on my word
Waited for the trance to wear off so I'd be hurt

I don't wanna be alone anymore
What's the point of it, what's all of this for?
'Cause you've shown me what it means to have someone
I am sick of acting like this is fine
Go through years of it without any life
I am stuck this way and I'll simply come undone

No one else can show me the next thing I should do
No one else can tell me the way that I'll get through this
I could trust myself to step forward if I knew
How to fix the mess I never wanted and how to live

Hiding for so long that I don't know I'm hiding
Lying to myself until I don't know I'm lying
Wish I had my chance but I went back on my word
Waited for the trance to wear off so I'd be hurt
Hiding for so long that I don't know I'm hiding
Lying to myself until I don't know I'm lying
Wish I had my chance but I went back on my word
Waited for the trance to wear off so I'd be hurt

I don't wanna be alone anymore
What's the point of it, what's all of this for?
'Cause you've shown me what it means to have someone
I am sick of acting like this is fine
Go through years of it without any life
I am stuck this way and I'll simply come undone

Loneliness will come and go
In the end, I'm full of hope
Deep within a pile of crap
If gets better, make it soon
My heart is aching to see you
For that reason I will last

Hiding for so long that I don't know I'm hiding
Lying to myself until I don't know I'm lying
Wish I had my chance but I went back on my word
Waited for the trance to wear off so I'd be hurt
Hiding for so long that I don't know I'm hiding
Lying to myself until I don't know I'm lying
Wish I had my chance but I went back on my word
Waited for the trance to wear off so I'd be hurt

I don't wanna be alone anymore
What's the point of it, what's all of this for?
'Cause you've shown me what it means to have someone
I am sick of acting like this is fine
Go through years of it without any life
I am stuck this way and I'll simply come undone